It’s the end of day two and things didn’t go as smooth as yesterday. We weren’t as quick on getting our meals out so I felt hungry nearly all day long. And I was craving sweets on top of that but I didn’t give in. Instead we both had two sugar free jello cups. I’ve had a bit of a headache today with some ringing in my ears so after nap time I found myself just lying in bed watching TV the rest of the afternoon and evening.
I didn’t immediately log my food yesterday and apparently that was a big mistake because according to MFP I ended the day with 38g carbs. How did that happen?!? My lunch was a SALAD for petes sake and it came to 9g carbs alone. Seriously who knew red onions and cucumbers had so many carbs?? Not me. But that’s wasn’t even the worst of it! For dinner we had this really tasty Taco Casserole dish and it was so good we both ended up eating 2 servings. While logging it in today I can see that it had 21g carbs all by itself!
Stepping on the scales for the first time in many months I was actually scared to see the number that would suddenly appear before me. I weighted in today at 428.8 pounds. Never in my wildest dreams would I normally admit those numbers to even my family much less publicly. But here I am pouring my heart out to – I don’t even know who. Why? Because maybe it’s time to finally be held accountable for myself. I haven’t liked myself in a very long time. It would be nice to be able to look in a mirror and be happy with what I see.
Food – Day Two
MACROS: 5.7% carbs, 30.8% Protien, and 63.6% Fat
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